I have been thinking more and more lately about what it is I am trying to achieve with this rehaul of my life, and I think that my main problem is that I am unhappy with what I have achieved in life.
Yes, I have two degrees, a postgraduate qualification and an offer for further study for this year, but I feel like with all the 'professional learning' I have done, somewhere along the line I have missed out on learning the things I want to learn. I also feel that since meeting my hubby (whom I love very, very much), the passions that previously were integral to my identity have somehow gotten lost in the kerfuffle of making ends meet, buying a house, developing relationships with his parents etc etc. So, by making one of my very studious lists, here are the things I want to change....
Things I want to learn before I die:
- To speak another language
- To graft cuttings
- Play classical guitar
- To be the sort've girl that goes for 'runs'
Things that I used to love, but now no longer do:
- Play guitar in a rock-band
- Creating art
Now I just have to work out how to get there!